My senior year so far has been pretty good and fun i enjoy most of the classes I have and the teachers I have for them. I've had some major obstacles one was when my grandpa passed away this really affected me because we were so close for weeks i couldn't do much i couldn't think straight not only did it affect me but my whole family. I was devastated and i didn't know how to react to things i've never been through something this big and it was really taking its toll on me. Ive managed to overcome this with support from family,friends, and teachers. Being able to go through something so hard and coming back and getting my head straight i know i can make it through anything it really feels good being here and being apart of this school that's so supportive.
I'm starting off behind pace on most of my classes which is not good at all the only person i can blame and is responsible for this is me. There's a big possibility that i don't walk and graduate on time with all my fellow classmates and letting my whole family down. Im off pace because last year I slacked off and didn't do the work i was suppose to do. I feel ashamed and disappointed in myself because so many people told me to get my stuff together and all i did was ignore them and continue to think it was a joke when all they were trying to do is help. All those times i did nothing in class and just talk and mess around is coming back and making it difficult. This is really gonna make it a rough and stressful time for me because i'm going to have to stay after school most of the days to catch up and be on pace in my classes. I know that if put the effort it's gonna be all worth the time and the hassle at the end but this is only if i work hard.
Im currently working on my journal 1 assignment for my senior project. Something exciting about my senior project is talking about myself and all the struggles in life that i've came upon on. It's interesting because talking about everything that has happened to me it really makes me stop and think about life and how far i've made it but i wouldn't of made it this far without the support of my family.
Something i'm looking forward to is being apart of new things meeting new people and finally being done with school.
My goals for this year is to catch up on all my work and classes that i've fallen behind on. My goals for the future is to get a job in law enforcement i really want to be a cop for the city of lindsay. I'm gonna work really hard on becoming a police officer because i wanna do good for this community that i've been apart of for so long.